Spinning

There I am, spinning in circles, my hair fanned out like a circus tent in the middle of an open sun filled field. The air is warm yet mild and the sun blazes in all of its glory. There I am spinning and laughing like a child.  Tears fill my eyes and stream down my face. I am overwhelmed by His goodness. I'm amazed by His love. There I am in a white dress that hangs long, brushing the tops of my toes, dancing and giggling like a careless infant. Free. I am so free. I feel I can soar. Nothing can touch me. Only love and joy fill my heart, which has swollen five times its normal size. Doubt no longer fills my mind. Only certainty of things promised to me. I know that all my love, all of my trust, all my desire for wholeness is returned to me and at that same time it is poured over her like waves. Spinning, I am carelessly and joyously spinning. Like a child, I am free and self assured that my Papa will take care of me...that He will take care of everything. I am so incredibly loved. Like a child, I trust that I am my Father's favorite little girl.